if

    If you can make one heap of all your winnings 

    And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, 

And lose, and start again at your beginnings 

    And never breathe a word about your loss; 

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew 

    To serve your turn long after they are gone,   

And so hold on when there is nothing in you 

    Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

- except for Rudyard Kipling's If

My ranking of the residency programs are in. Where am I going? I do not know. Things are out of my hands and now I wait.