what to do?

The menace threatens, closing
And I'm frozen in the shadows
I'm not prepared to run away
And I'm not prepared to fight

I can't stand to reason
Or surrender to a reflex
I will trust my instincts
Or surrender to my fright

- freeze (part IV of fear) by peart

I made many a phone call to talk with hospice about what to do about the ever moving goal posts on controlling my brother's pain.